Lesson: Glue jewels to felt, sew felt to body. The jewels did not want to stick to the pleather.
And you can see the jewel lifting off the pleather.
Nope, not the font used on memes. I was today years old when I learned that there are a bunch of memes out there regarding using this font on memes. Hilarious.
Nah, I'm thinking about the impact that we make on others without even knowing it. I mean, for example, not too long ago two of my friendships went through a status change. Being the loner, I became the odd one out. The other two, I assume, stayed connected.
Now you know that I am a firm believer in that everything happens for a reason, and I'm not going to go into the reasons, suffice it to say that I was relieved.
I also believe that what's done is done, so I didn't do any lurking. I have no interest in that regard. What they may have said is none of my business.
The point is that I got a notification that one of them had changed their insta to private. Now it very well may not have been because of me, but if it was, dang.
Feeling the impact of what happened?
So, in thinking about this, that's what got me to thinking. I know this isn't a new idea, but it's one that I'd like to keep in the front of my brain.
I mean, I try my best to be kind to everyone, to be friendly, upbeat, positive. Trust me, I tried being "quiet" and that just doesn't suit me at all. To go through a check out line without asking the cashier about her day is something that I can't do. I've been on the other side of that line, and I do remember the customers that were sincerely nice.
Except for that old man that lives in this complex that thought it would be ok to come to my door at 9:00 pm to ask me for help with his electric stove. I got such weird vibes from him, I pretty much shut the door in his face.
Play Nice! xxoo
I have to remember that I am in a new life now. I don't have to depend on selling my creations to supply the vices that I no longer have.
I have to remember that I am making it all on my own now, and remind myself that I'm doing well.
In saying this, I am allowing myself to unschedule from self-imposed deadlines.
My FB Shop is up and running, and there is content in it. I'll continue to add items as they become available. And I'm pretty much always up for a custom project, for sure.
I'm gonna give myself a moment to think about this, give myself a little re-boot.
I can almost feel my creativity starting to bubble a little bit.
And in that regard, in my life I have found that if I take the time to put my thoughts in writing, it seems to clear up some space in my brain to think some different thoughts. It's like I get a loop going in there, thinking the same things over and over and over until I write them down. Like my brain knows now that it's written down I won't forget.
My thoughts are fleeting these days, too. I gotta write them down quickly, or else I will remember that I wanted to remember something, but I'll be danged if I can remember what that was! So frustrating. I mean, eventually some of those thoughts come back, but I'm sure not all of them. Like Shower Thoughts.
Sometimes I get the best ideas, and I think there's no way I will not remember them, yet I do. I know they were great ideas, I remember how I felt when I thought them.
Ah well, I can't blame that one on age, I've always been like this. I have so many notebooks filled with such thoughts.
Greg and I have had a couple of play times, he's ran the circle around here, climbing up on the top of the pantry in that circle at least twice. I think we are both maybe just a little bored? He doesn't know it but I have an order going in to Temu this week, and he's getting a bunch of new toys! He won't get them all at once, of course. He's also getting a large container of Temptations, because he loves to learn new tricks. On his own time, as that is the cat way.
on a Friday evening, watching the storm roll in...I started thinking about how blessed I am and thought I would share real quick.
I went to the Food Pantry this afternoon, (Mary had to work) and got some things that I have been wanting but didn't need. Also, some bath soap (wonder how I will like smelling like a Lemon?), toothpaste, shampoo and conditioner...
I'll be running some errands tomorrow morning, picking up a grocery order, a couple of other stops, then I'll be home. Tomorrow weather will be clear, and more rain expected on Sunday. I love it.
(typed July 14th)
Whatever that (normal) is. My kids are gone back to Europe. It was a short visit, I spent time with my grands but not so much my daughter, which was disappointing, but I will take what I can get and be patient until the next time.
I've been working on my FB shop, finally figured out how to do it...being away from my computer for over a year, I had to get used to it again.
Anyway, I've started listing Critters, I'll list the Pyrography after.
The kids made it "home" just fine. And I have reconciled within myself to not be sad about it. We'll stay in better touch now.
If you've been reading a bit, you know that the my life changed at the end of 2021. It was something that I hoped for, dreamed of, prayed about, and wished for. And now I'm finding my way around my new "normal" and loving every minute of it.
So, for that Year Of Limbo, our communications were pretty light. I didn't want to worry her as she was so far away, and I was working through that big Demon (that got it's ass kicked, btw)...it was just a lot, and most of it was external on my end.
But now, since she's been here and we've all reconnected physically, she's seen that I'm actually doing what I said...I think it's better now. Not that it was bad, just a little stretched.